Sunday, June 14, 2009

on money, birthdays, and people.

Apparently it's the finals season and everyone is counting down to summer, while we start our finals on the 22nd of JULY! Bleh. That's just too much! Thank God our finals will take only a week.
And to think that starting next year there won't be the so-called spring break, or the one-week holiday mid-April..
Sad.. so so sad.

Not living with your parents can be a little difficult at times.. My ATM card stopped working last week, while I thought that there was something wrong with every ATM machine I tried :D Until I got totally broke today! Not one riyal in my wallet, all I could find was 50 halalahs. It was scary, being out of the house with no access to money (of course my wild imagination suggested that my car would stop in the middle of nowhere and I wouldn't have money to pay a taxi to take me home and I'd end up dying. Usual stuff :p forgetting that that particular car would be driven by our driver who of course had money). My aunt got me my morning coffee, my dear friend Fonzie bought me lunch, and Faten bought me milk and a cookie :D thank you all for feeding me :*
Bs anyway el7amdillah I went to the bank, signed a few papers and withdrew some money from my account ♥ I feel live again.

Oh and did I mention that it's my auntie's birthday? and I didn't get her anything, thanks to my stupid card! She always got me the nicest things on my birthdays. I feel bad I couldn't even tell her that I hadn't got her anything yet.. Any suggestions on what to give a woman on her xxth birthday? ;p

I hate that some people can't grasp the fact that we're all different. We don't have to be alike. We don't have to think, act, and live the same way. Not only that, they also wouldn't stop pointing that out in a rude way. I'm okay with the way I am like I'm okay with the way you are and how different we two are from each other.
I have all kinds of friends, and I love them all. Some might have annoying traits but I couldn't care less.. If my friend is dumb, I don't remind her of that every minute. If my friend is mean, I don't get offended by her mean remarks. If my friend is a narcissist, I'll always be agreeing on how amazing she is!
So really, if you think I'm wrong, trust me I know I am.. I'm either okay with it or trying hard to change so leave me alone and let me be. But now I'm sure I'm not.. and you can't make me think less of myself. I'm not just an ordinary person, I'm much, much more.

I have a birthday dinner to go to.. and I'm supposed to start studying for my midterm but I don't think this will happen today.

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