another whiny post..

Good morning all :D

Last week was HECTIC! not to mention depressing, exhausting, and emotional at some point :P

I had to study all this (not including the textbook, of course) for our MIDTERM quiz today, so I started on Sunday, studyinganxiously as every old piece of information was being replaced by a new one. My sleeping pattern was just messed up and I never got enough sleep or even close!
Then there was my two sisters' college graduation ceremony on Wednesday, where I got emotional and teary-eyed and all "aww my siiisterrrss" - Thank God I wasn't sitting next to mama, who's known for her fast, often unnecessary teary-eyes-red-nose reaction, God knows how she reacted seeing her daughter speaking on the stage and being honored for being one of the top 3 students. The ceremony ended at around 9, we went back home and half an hour later I was at the dentist's having a root canal treatment. I slept like dead that night, after I warned every member of the family NOT to wake me up no matter what.
By Friday I was depressed, anxious, panicking, and felt like crap. It almost literally sucked the life out of me ;p
And then I kept thinking IS IT EVEN WORTH IT? IT'S NOT EVEN A FINAL EXAM! I'M ONLY 20 FOR GOD'S SAKE! THAT'S NOT HOW MY LIFE IS SUPPOSED TO BE!

And even though we took the exam today el7mdillah, we are still not done yet. There's a new upcoming chain of lab and final exams that last till June 25th, that's when I'll let out a huge, huge, sigh of relief.